How did I stopped caring and started loving "Bias" part-3
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Onto the conclusion i.e. part 3.
The year long recluse happened around the time when I was witnessing one of the biggest upheaval in my family that went on for year since it is a very dysfunctional family.Yet it was big even for what happened in past.It forced me to deep introspect about my way of thinking, impressions and certain presumptions I had held so far.Unlike the events said in part 1 and part 2,it was rather a gradual process.For now some of my so called "online friends" end any form of conversation or contact after getting help in some matter (another matter for another post).I had started lurking various websites, soon reddit and 4chan(with addition of 8chan) had now became my daily commute.
For the first time in my life I actually started having genuine interest, whether be it books,video games, anime,manga,graphic novels and movies.I finally understood that rushing to fill a list of things done just to elongate the list makes it worthless.Experiencing and getting your own conclusion it what makes the whole task worthwhile. It was perhaps the most productive period of my life.Eventually,I came across a board on 4chan based around mecha. It sparked my interest into delicate designs of fictional robots.And my search for an actual gateway into the genre and once again tvtropes gave me in the name in it's "needs more love page".And title was "Aoki Ryusei SPT Layzner". Around that time it was still "subbed" by /m/subs. From there began my new journey as a mecha fan.Soon it grew out from anime and manga and started hording mecha related works.Now-a-days I consider myself as a general fan of science fiction.
This self discovery of my preferences led to face-to-dace with a harsh fact that everyone is biased.It is a very natural thing that can't be helped.There are many angles to view things based on size and property of one's spectacles. As fan of niche genre like mecha,I understood quickly.
These days I pursuit things that catch my interest or find it relevant to the things I think about.It is beauty of earth where flora of many colors co-exist.Such diversity is the reason which this place worth living and fighting for.Such diversity is what needed in anime and manga community, so that it dosen't becomes a herd moving to any direction without any individuality or though of it's own.
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